The past two weeks were rough for me. I was daily at odds with my toddler. It deeply pained me and caused me much regret by the end of every day. I had frequent outbursts regardless of his behaviors or actions. I felt overwhelmed and burnt out. Which only caused more meltdowns as a response…
Abandoning My Past
For a long time I had feelings of disdain toward my earthly father. He caused me much pain and hardship over the course of my life. I grew up with an ever increasing void in my heart due to certain choices he made. Although l would like to point fingers and say he abandoned me,…
Growing Pains
My son is now a toddler. And on occasion, he experiences some restless nights. During this time, he might wake frequently with crying outbursts. This could be due to his body stretching some in length. Or, he may be encountering the last of his baby teeth cutting through his gums. It is no wonder, as…
Surrendering My Control
Due to circumstances throughout my childhood, I suffered through years of feeling broken and damaged. Because of this, I was very vulnerable to more pain. I didn't much care for the feeling of helplessness caused by the magnitude of my external circumstances. So, I decided when I turned 18 years old that no one would…
Peace Through the Pain of Your Past
To the one who feels unworthy. You have given your heart and body away to those you've loved. Time revealed that they didn't love you back. Your vulnerability inflicted distrust toward them. Now, you've been left feeling dirty, insecure, and unwanted. To the one who feels shame. It seemed as nothing you ever did was right.…
Sacred Sheep 